I'm going alone to watch Eclipse. That's what happens when you are kind of ashamed for liking something that you can't defend to your friends because even you think it's kind off bad...and really cheesy.
It's been 2 months since I graduated from college. I need a job...yeah... I'm f*****. Meanwhile, I've been reading too much fanfic. I've been keeping up with more or less 90 twilight WIP fics! I need to focus on real life, but it's not really satifying right now...
You know you're a crazy fangirl when you start to imagine a crossover story between Twilight and Vampire Diaries. Really...I'm kind off disappointed in myself. Lol.
Oh yeah... Twilight now is my guilty pleasure. I find so MUCH wrong with this book intelectually, but for some reason, I still fucking like it. I must be crazy.
My head is a mess... I'm depressed and can't do my work, just want to stay all day long on the Internet and do nothing. Maybe I should get a therapist or something, since I don't seem to be able to talk to my friends. I just feel like I'm complaining all the time and that I'm whining.